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30 October 2009 @ 09:49 pm
i feel so happy and carefree now...i know i don have anyone in my heart to think and misss..

all i care now is DBSK...thts all i need in my life for te meantime =D
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18 August 2009 @ 10:37 pm
All About DBSK 3 =)

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Current Music: picture of you - DBSK
09 August 2009 @ 02:17 pm

Jajoong's words to his members =)
so sweet!..
i lurve JJ so muchh <3

Note: This is not a new one but during the Mirotic Period. It has been rather low profile and was only released recently.

Jaejoong say:

To: Yoochun
Yoochun, you don’t say much usually but writing this down using these kind of words make me a little embarrassed. I know you have been very tired recently, worried and forcing a smile out – I feel sorry. We are always together and the other members are unable to see your sadness but the hard words have to be said out. If you’re tired, tell me, I will help you. I will also listen to all your troubles because I am always by your side. You can tell me anything and everything – the soul of my life. Yoochun, I love you.

To: Junsu
My cute Junsu. Because of you, we are DBSK; Junsu, the sound of DBSK. Kim Junsu, hyung really thinks you’re important, do you know? I have never forced you to do anything and you have always treatedd me seriously. Sorry, but I love you, my cute little brother, Junsu. Thank you, and sorry, as comapred to many others, hyung really understand your past, and wants to help you and that is why please continue working hard! I love you, Junsu!

To: Changmin
Our small and cute cat, we haven’t been making you do the cooking recently, sorry. Because of you, we have almost become closer, frustrating. However, we totally understand it is due to your fatigue and your lost energy when you occasionally tease us and command us to do stuff. We are all almost crazy.. haha.. always with a good heart and full of innocence, Changmin. You must continue working hard next time. We are always protecting you, if you’re tired, you must say it and we will help you. Forever the youngest, I love you.

To: Yunho
Jung yunho, Yunho, Yunho, our leader, Yunho. Are you tired recently? My, Yun, Ho, the reason he became the leader is because he has to tolerate all the hardships. Whenever I see your fatigue body, I think that way. I want to help shoulder some burden but am always unable to.. I know when we received the award, the other members were crying but you were holding it in and only hid in the toilet and cry when we reached home. Therefore, thank you for your letter but what was the content in the letter? “Sleep earlier, if you don’t sleep I will kill you..” Yunho, there would not be me if not for you. My other half, Yunho, I love you.
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26 June 2009 @ 10:12 pm
Livejournal can actually be a diary to me...
no one view my profile i;m sure unless someone accidentally come into my page or someone has been stalking me all along, but i doubt any of my frens will come across my page..
i only have unnie and dongsaeng in livejournal... they'r the greatest ppl on earth...they provide me the greatest fan fic in the whole wide world..
if any of you guys happen to come across my page and read this post!..i would love to say thank you so much for cheering me up with your fan fics =)
i love you guys so much
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Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: hiyaya - DBSK
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear -person you last spoke to/ tagged person(s)-

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Dear Iman,

I don't really know how to tell you this, Our horoscope doesn't match . I think I realized it When we skinny dipped At the mental hospital and i saw you Sit on My best friend. i;m sure you are ashamed enough to understand That Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning Your ring to you, but i'll keep Your collection of butterflies as a memory. you should also know that Told in my confession today about A new life as a clone.

Greetings to your freaky family,
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Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: unforgettable - DBSK
20 June 2009 @ 04:17 pm
plz persuade yourselve that you'r not in love with him SAM, plz...do it or it'll be too late.. its really heartbreaking to go tru the same process all over again when u know he's not into comitting himself yet..
PLZ help me god!..your guidance is everything tht is needed now..*sobs*
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Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: none
10 June 2009 @ 11:30 pm
List your top ten favorite celebrities at the moment and answer the questions below.
(No particular order)

1)Jung Yunho
2)Kim Jaejoong
3)Kim Junsu
4)Park Yoochun
5)Shim Changmin
6)Kim Ryeowook
9)Yeh Sung
10)Kim Bum

SO what do you like most about 2 (JaeJoong)?

i have to say its his lips =)..
his lips are so temtping that u'll grave for more..
i really wish i cud have a taste of his luscious lips...=D
his face is pretty...i just love his feature...and his complexion...gosh~..i really want those type of skin too...aish~..looking myself in the mirror i feel like puking losing to a guy!?!?

If you could do anything to 4 (Yoochun), what would it be?

i wud love to compose a song for him..and i will play it for him =)
awwww~..so sweet right?..LOL

Who would you choose between 5 (Changmin) and 7 (Kyuhyun)?

obviously changmin...i don know why...i jst felt secure choosing changmin..changmin has the man power i guess its not tht kyuhyun doesn't have them...hahaha...*confused*

Out of them, how much would you rate 1 (Yunho)?

OMG...the correct ques!..he's the man of my dream!..i not only wan 2 own him in my fantsay world...but i really wish i cud have him in real life too^^..but u and i know tht its impossible right?..
my love for him is higher then the sky..deeper then the ocean bed..wider then the universe..etc~..cant be describe!
he's the one tht gave a great impact in my whole 17 years of living..nv thee is a man which can conquer my whole heart...
not even my dad

What do you find most attractive about 1 (YunHo)?

his dancing skill really amaze me..i know all singer are good in dancing but when yunnie dance..it really does melt the hell out of me...my orb will be wide open lookinga t his every movement
his leadership skills...he's the LEADER-Shi in DBSK..every tiny lil thing is up 2 him to settle..and i'm sure all this while he've been doing a great job at it
his great sense of humour...OMG...the manboob story was the best story...nontheless even withour him making a joke..i'll automatically laugh or smile at anything he does..
his singing...eventho its not as good as the other members...but i'm VERY VERY sure yunnie tried his very very best to improve himself..and i've seen huge improvement in him..
i can see he takes thing seriously..esp when it comes to DBSK...i don know how 2 describe but i can sense it..lol
and his APPEARANCE..OMG..i don know wat to say..his hawt, handsome, cool, tall!..everything...ahhhhhhh~
i don mind just owning him for a day..just one day..only one day..

If you would go out with 3 (Junsu), what type of date would you go on?

candlelight dinner and movie...hahah..i know it will be an extreme fun day to be on a date with him

If 8 (Siwon) was a type of season, which season would it be?

I see him as a summer. coz he is HAWT!..purely HAWT and MANLY!

Why is 10 (kimbum) not higher up in your list?

haha..idk?..he's just an actor!

So what does 10 (kimbum) have to do to be brought higher up?

ntg..just act in great movies...

What would the ideal situation be for you for 2 (JaeJoong) and 4 (Yoochun)?

errrr....them performing for me?

Which two people would you want to be stuck with on a desert Island?

obviously 1 and 2...OMG!...YUNJAE becoming real

Marry, shag or kiss - 4,6,8?


What do you hate most about 7 (Kyunhyun)?

NTG..i love him =)

Have you ever thought of how you'll react when you meet 3 (Junsu)?

shout my lung out and hugs him and take many pic with him...autograph of his..ask him 2 speak eng..becoz his eng is funny..LOL

Have you seen 1 (YunHo) and 2 (JaeJoong) together on tv before?

OBVIOUSLY...the famous YUNJAE couple...who wudn't?..awwww~

Have you ever dreamt of 6 (ryeowook)?

noo...i wish i cudddd

Who would you take to a prom/ball with you?

YUNHO...told ya he is the man of my life..only himmmmmmmm~~

Cuddle, glomp or kiss 1,3,5

Kiss JAEJOONG : his lips are temtping
Cuddle YUNHO: definitely feel warm
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Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: none
08 June 2009 @ 12:05 am

Spell your name with songs.

S - stand by you [DBSK]

A - asu wa kura kara [DBSK]

M - miduhyo[DBSK]

A - are you a good girl? [DBSK]

N - nobody know [DBSK]

T - thousand years of love song [DBSK]

H - Hug [DBSK]

A - Always there [DBSK]


Name: Samantha Tew

Birthdate: the day world trade centre collapse [9/11]

Nickname(s): YunnieSammie

Eye Color: Dark Brown

Hair Color: brownish black

Zodiac Sign: monkey


The shoes you wore today: flip flops

Your weaknesses: i'm very vulnerable.injured easily

Your fear(s): Losing sumone i love

Your perfect pizza: LOTS LOTS and LOTS of cheese


Your best physical feature?

Your bedtime? anytime i wan to

Missed memory? (my favorite memory?) IDK?..too many

STEP FIVE: This Or That…

Pepsi or Coke? Coke

McDonald’s or Burger King? McDonald's

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea? Nestea

Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla

Cappuccino or coffee? NONE


Smoke? Eww smokers suck big time

Sing? yeap..i lurve to sing

Take a shower everyday? definitely or i'll stick big time!..i cant stand one day without bathing..malaysia is too hot!

Have a crush? Yeap =)

Do you think you’ve been in love? Yeap..heartbreaking love!

Want to go to college? yeap..i cant wait for it x)

Like high school? NOT AT ALL..teachers suck

Want to get married? Duh~..i plan to get married at the age of 23 or 24 but my mum said i;m crazy..hahah

Get motion sickness? Nope~

Think you’re a health freak? Not at all!

Get along with your parents? yeap..i have to!

STEP SEVEN: In the past month…

Gone to the mall? just this morning

Eaten an entire box of Oreos? nope! i really wish i could =) i;m not fat~

Eaten Sushi? YESH.

Been on stage? yeap..since young i've join speaking comp and now i have to give speeches as Head Prefect on stage

Gone skating? yeap..the skate shoes are bad..hurts my leg..blister everywhere!

Made homemade cookies? only muffins

Gone skinny dipping? huh?..wats this?

Stolen anything? yeap!..but cant remember..hahaha


Played a game that required removal of clothing? No.

Flashed anyone? No.

Been beaten up? No.

Shoplifted? No.


Age you hope to be married? 23 to 25?

Numbers of Children? 2 will be nice..a boy and a gal

Describe your Dream Wedding? gettng married by the beach =)..sun is setting..aww..perfect wedding ever!

What country would you most like to visit? South korean, Japan, Italy, Australia

STEP TEN: In the opposite sex...

Best eye color? brown!

Best hair color? anything will do actually

Short hair or long hair? short spike?

Height? round 175..eventho i;m short but i wan a tall BF =)


Number of people I could trust with my life? errr...family and pet bro and a few frens

Number of CDs that I own? 4 DBSK, and sum taiwan artist album

Number of tattoos? none.

Number of piercings? a pair

Personal Quiz

Who were you with yesterday? family

What woke you up this morning? my phone alarm

Is tomorrow going to be a good day? i guess so

Do you like anybody? yap..i think i recently just fell in love again!


Ever thrown up in public? Never.

Passed out because of alcohol? nope..i know my limitation eventho i drink

What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? Does he likes me too?

What kind of home would you like? peaceful and great place to relax home

What do you want to be when you grow up? GOT NO IDEA?

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? erm..working by then?

Do you like candy necklaces? ...nooo!

When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? cant remember..

Do you listen to music every day? its a must to listen to one DBSK song everyday..at least one!

Do you still go trick or treating? i nv done tht before in my life!

What was the last thing you ate? pork!

Whats your favorite type of soda? anything sweet!..hahaha

Have you ever moved? yeapp..

Have you ever won an award? yeap..many tho!

Are you listening to music right now? nope...i'm bz chatting!

How long till your birthday? few months away!

When were you the saddest in your whole life? nv want to mention it ever again!

What time is it? 12.47 am

Do you use ebay to buy or sell? nope!

Who makes you mad? biatchy ppl!

Have you ever heard a song written about you? Nopeeee

Something you want to happen in 2009? do wel in SPM..its super important!


1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? wtf?..wtf?

2. Honestly, what's on your mind? why cant the quiz end?

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? doing the quiz

4. Honestly, have you done something bad today? Yeah. nopeee

5. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Chuan Hoong <3!

6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? nope...i think?

7. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? my mum shouting at me every single day!

8. Honestly, do you bite your nails? ewww~..no..dirty larhhh

9. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? nopeee

10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? Yyes...i wish i could meet him soon!

11. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? yeappp

12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? yes there is quite a number!..hahahah

13. Honestly, are you in denial? No.

14. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? No.

15. Honestly, do you like anyone? yeshhh.

16. Honestly, does anyone like you? i guess so?..hahaha


1. What do you do when you’re mad? i maintain my calmness..i do not simply throw tantrum at others..

2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? i cant remember

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? nope...

4. Do you swear when you’re mad? yeap..of coz!


1. When was the last time you actually cried? a few days ago!..luckily i had chuan hoong to console me =)

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? yeap..many many times

3. Do certain songs make you cry? wasurenaide is oneof them

4. What usually makes you cry? many prob..i;m a very sensitive person!


1. Are you usually a happy person? most of the time

2. What makes you the happiest? DBSK

3. ???

4. Do you believe in yourself? sometimes

5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? of course who wudn't?

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25 May 2009 @ 03:31 pm
Exam is gonna end soon!...i can see more fan fic coming my way...mehehehehe..=D



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Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: yunjae song *me humming*
19 May 2009 @ 02:34 pm
exams exams and exams so much exams to take..3 blardy effing weeks of exams...who can take it?..
still i don really care..i need my daily dose of fan fics..its addictive!..
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